Friday, July 3, 2009

My First Blogging Day

Where do I start. How about with this...I'm 50 and frazzled. I thought life was really going great and I had the world by the short hairs. Even after my husband died when I was 46, I managed to hold myself together, work through the loss and get to the other side again. Then, 50 started to approach and around the age of 49-1/2 I noticed something was changing.

Was it hormones? Was it turning 50 and not giving a hoot about what people thought? Was is that I was tired of being everything to everyone? Or was I just a b---h?

Wait...here's some stuff I didn't mention. After my husband's death, I sold our businesses because I just couldn't manage them anymore. So, switching gears, I became a real esate agent...enough said, right? That went great until last summer when the market started to go flat. So, just reinvent yourself and improvise. Okay! I've improvised until I'm blue in the face and not getting anywhere. Oh ya, then there's this other issue. I got re-married last September to another great guy. The only problem is that I need him way more than he needs me and I'm smothering him. HELP! I need your input.

1 comment:

Frazzled at Fifty said...

Loved your blog. What changes we go through in this life, right? And when we get adjusted, things change again. Why does it seem that sometimes the guys are not as dependent on us as we are them? Maybe if we show them that we don't need them as much, they will come running after us. If you ever figure it out let me know!! What brought you to this point to start this blog? What are you doing with yourself with work being so slow?