Friday, July 3, 2009

My First Blogging Day

Where do I start. How about with this...I'm 50 and frazzled. I thought life was really going great and I had the world by the short hairs. Even after my husband died when I was 46, I managed to hold myself together, work through the loss and get to the other side again. Then, 50 started to approach and around the age of 49-1/2 I noticed something was changing.

Was it hormones? Was it turning 50 and not giving a hoot about what people thought? Was is that I was tired of being everything to everyone? Or was I just a b---h?

Wait...here's some stuff I didn't mention. After my husband's death, I sold our businesses because I just couldn't manage them anymore. So, switching gears, I became a real esate agent...enough said, right? That went great until last summer when the market started to go flat. So, just reinvent yourself and improvise. Okay! I've improvised until I'm blue in the face and not getting anywhere. Oh ya, then there's this other issue. I got re-married last September to another great guy. The only problem is that I need him way more than he needs me and I'm smothering him. HELP! I need your input.